Stairway to Heaven

wow... who can believe it!? i had managed to watch 20 VCD worth of "Stairway to Heaven". before i embark on the journey of battling the tears and holding back my laughters. i went on a search to get myself prepared. what the story is abt and how the ending is. at least if someone dies, i won't be too affected and to gear myself up to see those evil people get their retribution! =P

as usual i sob thru some of those touching and heart wrenching scenes that the korean tv series are famous for. but that sort of pure love and steadfast faith is the essence of such tear-jerking show! haha... and woman are pure suckers for it! ALL woman, if there is 1 woman who disagree with me... well make her sit down and watch the entire show thru. bet u, she will be touch at some point of it!

seoul may not be that romantic cuz its still a city but with all these lovey dovey series...hmm... haha... i might just imagine myself to be some ill-fated, pretty and long suffering female lead actress... haha... ya ya ... dreaming again!!!

as normal i will have my 2cents worth of thots:
cancer... such a dreadful disease but if the person has someone that cares and loves him/her that much; life is worth the living even if it is near it's end. the time predicted by the doctor sometime acts an restriction to many, everyday the patient wakes to the count down of his/her living days- living in fear and agony. but why not turn the table around? live life to its fullest, cuz its not the end...its just a journey up the stairway of heaven. make peace with those who had wrong u and maybe u had wrong, leave without a regret. love....

well, from all those romantic stories, maybe cancer is a wake up call for those that had been neglecting those around them. a time to search to the 'lost' and redeem the 'wrongs', a time of making it right for not just urself but for those u love and care for. although the shows beautify the dying process (in real life, the pain is so unbearable and fear is real!), relatives/ lovers must take note that the entire period of waiting for the final day is long and tiring. one must be prepare to give and not expect, continuing the treatment but not hoping for a cure... its tiring really... sometime u may want a break, just a breather from the problem, the cruel fact. brushing it all away by sleeping or working extra extra hard... don't torment urself that way, my dear frds... don't try to be strong, cry when u feel like it, scream when u need to. u r not alone. reach out to the others ard u and gather in faith, in love, in support. when that final day come... move on... cuz...

someday u will meet again... in heaven... a place where there are no more pain, no more sorrow, no more struggle...

MAY OUR HEAVENLY FATHER BLESS YOUR SOUL AND MAY YOUR SPIRIT FIND REST AND PEACE IN THE ONE AND ONLY....AMEN...