practical test

am i terrible or wat?!?! i did it again... went into a test without prior mugging for it the night before! haha... i had m practical test and i assume i did well since the tester was cool with me. i know A is out or me cuz i did not do 1 single thing but generally i did it well. =p so its either a B or C+. that's the joy of being less prefect... that is you won't be upset if you are not the best! =) no wonder people commented me as "cool" in my johari window exercise. 1 day i must scan in and post it here! =P

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now i am going to blog on a disgusting drama lecture that i really really (X10) dislike. he is so drama mama, acting cute and trying to build rapport with the students. if he thinks that people laugh at his jokes, think again! we are laught AT him and most 99% of the cohort thinks of him as a clown! poor him, he must really re-profile his teaching method!

being adult learners, we look up to people who are respectable. people who know their stuff and talk sense. not someone that is not confident or trying so desperately seeking for approval from us.

management can put you in a leadership role but can you be a really leader?!

i personally can't be a good leader but i am a great follower, loyal and obedient but not blindly! i will question and if you win me over, you will have me follow you and checking you all time! so if my leader is strong and smart, we will make a great team! =)

ok bad to Mr A-disgusting... during the tutorial today he came and sat with my group and made me so uncomfortable! oh yea...since the tutorial was at 8 and i was a little earlier, i went over to talk to a classmate and that Mr A-disgusting came over and join us (freaking sick) and i was really =( *inducing gag reflex*... and when the handful of us got into the class, he tried to engage in small talk again!!! *rolling eyes*

i feel like screaming at him and say "can leave me alone!? stupid man... " in case people reading this jump into conclusion... HE IS MARRIED LAR! he just want to be MR NICE NICE teacher... not interested in me, ok!??!

during the tutorial he was skirting round the questions and giving vague answers and make everyone confuse. even the smart ones were confuse and frustrated! can you imagine me, the totally bo-chap and emotionally one?! i was about to go up there and stab him with my fork! ops... forgot to bring the forks out so... he was spared! at the end of the lesson, as we were moving out Mr A-disgusting asked me "Est. are you ok?" i was like *wat the *(#&$* why did he ask me? am i very close to you?! stupid pig... go shower your plastic concern over the banana, he will enjoy it not me!!! i forced a smile and said.. "huh? i am ok, what."

sorry i am not so socially-incline that i will fake my emotions in order to be portaty as Ms friendly if i am truly DISLIKING U!... but to think about it... i hardly dislike people so if they make it to the list, they must be really terrible!!!

*deep breathing* must cool down.... must cool down..... *deep breath*