post 2.. lots to tell...

pride is something that sets in when you think too highly of yourself or when you think others are not good enough... i realise i have that (werid if you think that i have low self-esteem but with high pride score?!?! hm.. confused individual right?!)

pride comes when i realised that

1. the person that is talking to me is my "jr" in terms of level -eg. i am red and you are blue (some might know what i mean but its ok not to know)
2. you will be my "jr" in time to come... so... why are you so cocky and telling me what i ought to do?!
3. i am the expert in this area so stop telling me what i should do! so what if you are paying for the service?! if you don't want your relative to be well (by listening to what should be done) then i don't care lioa... even if she may never recover... "THATS YOUR FAULT!"
4. the person that is talking to me does not make any sense or know his/her stuff well but is given the power/ authority from the head to carry out duties...

pride is such a deadly sin! i pray i will be humble... then i can learn! cuz i realised that pride had hindered my learning! =( BAD GIRL, ME!