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i was trying to post something in korean again. the characters look so cool with all the circles and squares. but the translation was pretty dumb.

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in the end i can't work with some of the highly desired people in my mind. so be it... maybe things will turn out different next sem.? blessing in disguise mah... oh well... *sigh* i am still disappointed and upset over it. why can't that short, self-loving man just come out of his 'stronghold' and let the women fend for themselves? if the ladies had made it to the NYP course, that means they are capable of handling their own problems last time. so let them be lar... stupid bonding... GET A LIFE UNCLE!!! if you don't want to come and join me then just spilt it in my face! tell me - you don't want to/ you like to be where you are and are comfortable, don't want to rock the boat, blah blah blah... stupid... stop saying that the girls need you, want you... if you have a mind of your own then use it! *faint* another making of the SAINT!?!

the other that i wanted to work with don't really want to have me with her. she stated it plainly, so i fine. she had her reasons and honestly her list of people aren't the top of my list...so... the sacarific is too big to make if i join her new group. in the end i think this is a win win situation.

although i can't have a new group, the new-old group is fine too. they are a bunch of fun-loving people. boo boo to the oldie... they are missing out on life. next sem. my group will excel in our personal and group work...regardless... then they will bang against the wall and wonder "how on earth!". at least we manage this sem. in our group work. a little more buckling up we will do it well for our personal work too. we will and we must! make them all regret.... *evil laugh*