mood swing?

maybe i am having a mood swing. woman tends to have that most of the time. it's not necessary need to be 'that time of the month'. it can be for no apparent reason, time, location and people (sometime innocent pple kena it worst).

i had a dream yesterday. the wise thing to do is not to reveal the content. but it resulted in my loosing my locus of control over my emotion. =( during the lab session this morning i let fly at a classmate. he is a really nice guy but i just unleashed my not so nice 'ME'. *sigh* i really regret it. having already said 'sorry' and explained myself, i will not attempt to make more amendments. *sigh* may be i will just sleep over this. hopefully he will be able to overcome that 'shock'.

honestly i believe that in order to be living a balance life (emotion's especially) the key thing is to have a close close relationship with the Lord, our 1st love. in that way, no matter what sort of emotion tries to overwhelm us to sin, we have an anchor that will keep us secure and focus. yes, steadfastness. *singing the old BB song*

in time like this Corrinne May's songs are great. no idea why but her voice and the lyrics of the songs works like magic with me. =]