emily rose - movie

i first saw the advertisment for this movie - "the exorcism of emily rose" in the cinema one day, while my entire group skip lecture to watch a movie at AMK. i told my friends i wanted to show that emily rose show. but when it finally came to SG. i was too busy, too scary cat and lack of friends to watch it with me. it drags on and on.. till it was screen down and when it came out in the rental VCD shop, i was too scare to watch it at home so i skipped it. although my heart was racing and urging me to rent it home, i gave it a miss.

today, during a 'do-nothing' session in the lecture hall, a friend passed the DVD of "the exorcism of emily rose" to its owner. my heart spoke louder and faster than my brain and asked if i could loan it back. and the owner agreed. during the lecture, i was thinking... 'shit! i am going to watch it alone at home and damn... i had not been spiritually strong recently...what if i am so scare, would it be leaving my 'gates' open for the unknown to gripe me in fear?' so i asked another classmate to watch it with my in school instead. but i was flatly rejected. =( (see... that's what happen when you lack the beauty factor! haha...)

anyway, i watch it alone in school and after anlysing it (which i always do at the end of watching all show) i reckon its not as scary as i thought it was. rather i strengthen my belief that demons and God exist. i have nothing against medication and i seriously disagree with the idea of medication locking emily in the state that she was in. but i believe that God does allow things to happen to people for the good of the many. yet there are many areas that i don't agree too. still i am merely a human, there are too many questions that exist without a clear explaination. so i will leave it at it is now.

1 part that i learnt from the show was the part on 3am thingie. i had heard about it before, that the supernatural activity is most active at that time but the reason was never really clear to me. i do have a habit of waking up at night to pee or drink water (hello... not drink pee... ok!!?!?). sometime when i wake up at 3am, i will get a little jittery. that is because i don't understand the 3am reason. but now i know. (if you want to know, watch the show or study into it! haha) so if i do get up at 3am again and get scared, i will say out loud "you may mock and do whatever you want, but my Lord is a victor! He had overcome death and risen! for my Lord Jesus Chirst is alive and He rules and regin forever and ever! Amen!" and continue in joyful singing "He is risen"

i shall end my thoughtful entry with .......faith without action is died....