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can u imagine this...

i can only imagine... imagine being with Him, being in the court with all those that had gone before me. will i be dancing with joy, slient cuz i am filled with awe or .... wat will i do....wat will u do....

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passing on

couple of my friends had been blogging abt this topic. cuz recently there were lots of death cases. as a child i always wonder why is there so many occurance of wakes whenever it was lunar 7th month. there were 2 sayings- 1 because the spirits of the dead relatives will come and bring those they love/ have mercy along with them and the other saying will be because of all those smoke and bad weather during the lunar 7th month those that are very ill normally will not be able to take it thus have a higher risk of dying. so what is the real deal?

i have no idea and doesn't want to spectulate too. i see death as a celebration of life. weird hor? i am not sure how a dying person will feel and what he/she will see and be at ultimately. however nursing those really ill patient makes my heartache. it painful to see them suffer. in fact i was just talking to another friend of mine last week regarding some expectation of patient's family members on wanting the hospital to CURE the knowingly dying patient.

no matter how much the best Dr/ Prof can order to treat the patient, they are no God! ya, maybe the Drs can extend the life of the patient but won't it be equal to prolong their suffering? pple will argue that having an extra minute of breath will equal to another gimpse of hope. cuz who knows the next minute a new drug may hit the market and cure the illness. *sigh* really mah? i really doubt this sort of pet talks.

who can pledge that the so call new drug will have no side effects? and if the new drug is so wonderful, won't the price be that wonderful too? and will it be really so widely available? knowing the world as it is, such wonderful drugs will go 1st handed to those rich and powerful. when will it reach down to the normal civilians like u and me? err... maybe a few years or more? even if this wonderful new drug, in all its goodness - cheap and available- is made widely available to the poor. will u dare try it? hmm...

sick again?

i will never eat from the stall next to the vega stall over at blk5 ever again! took its rice for breakfast, the other day and was unable to sleep (feeling unwell) but unable to reason why. then finally when i woke up, my tummy was rumbling mad i could sense something was coming up. =(

since it was my last night plus this set of night was running lean (only 5 pple) and it was too late to inform and call back pple. so i pushed myself to do it. my 1st time having such terrible spasmtic pain + BO++! aiyo... lucky my jrs are great! thank u sia.

anyway, i am feeling much better now. =)

had been wondering if i should blog this up. but err... ok... although i was feeling unwell, i sense God's protection and watching over me. on a few occassions, yesterday, i sensed somebody standing there watching me work, it was not an eerily feeling but that of comfort and protection. and there were also a few somebodies at various part of the rooms i was in charge standing and guarding the rooms. =) i trust them to be God's angels watching over me and the rooms. cuz i had 2 empty beds waiting to be filled in but with my condition, even if it was only a mild case of admission, i will sure break down into tears! my God is so good! =) thank you Jesus!