新希望? 希望ba..

had a chat with my dear friend bee hours ago. its always comforting to speak to her. maybe its her age and wisdom? or is it plainly cuz she seems have lots to share? i love listening to people talk although sometime i tend to shut down a little when bored! =P we chatted abt work, people and lots of other stuff. heehee... come to think of it, she is only years younger than my mummy! but if my mummy was anything like her... I WILL CERTAINLY FREAK OUT! hahaha... wanted to catch up with mr Chan but he had had other plans and he even attended the WDA talk! while almost all of us weren't informed. i must take my hats off to the WDA-SMCP organisers! they are so so so ... disorganised! hahaha.. long story to my conclusion of them being disorganised which i won't say much here nor anywhere.

when to plaza singapura with a co-worker and we chat about how to 'pimp the front room' (ever watch the prog. 'pimp my house'?) ya, its some sort of a make-up lar. hopefully things will fall thru and will stay the way it was intended to be. oh and she was saying there are things that she hopes to see in the future. honestly i am thrilled cuz it sounds like an exciting learning experience for everyone. if everyone is so passional and keen in learning more, that is. of cuz there are people who goes to work for the sake of working and let time flies. then maybe they will hate the new up-coming stuff.

actually, after my 1st 6 months i realised that the inital excitement of working in the ward was tearing down. cuz we are always doing the same thing and i felt there wasn't new things to learn. although the stuff that i had learnt i wasn't doing it to prefection, i felt learning had suddenly freezed at that point. coming to work everyday was just simply clocking in the hours and merely a transition til another big bang happens. by big bang i was thinking of ward-rotation/ advance dip. while thinking if i should request for ward rotation, i felt that there are still things to learn here in our ward. but... what is it??? i just can't pin-point it. oh well, at least i knew my goal. that is to know my work well, be proficient in my medical knowledge and to have the forsightness to know the needs and the shoulds and the may happens before prompted. =)

afterall i am still in training for my Father's calling. =) so i am hoping and praying for the 新希望 to breakthru from its 希望 state and into action state. =)