好朋友
recently a friend got deployed to another ward. *sigh* but it seems she is pretty fine and happy there for the time being. wonder what does she needs to do there. i/c or jr? are the staff there nice and what sort of patients are she nursing? but i didn't get to catch up with her. knowing that she is really 'gone' makes me miss her +++ =(
when Cindy and Boo ah Lian went to the back room, i missed them too. but at least it was not that bad cuz they are always within seeing distance. of cuz, there are time i miss their voices, haha... like the way ah lian she gets frustrated and all freak out over 1 little mistake. funny, amusing but she is really REAL. i like her. and yes! she is smart too. i like smart people but i can't say that they all like me! hahaha... then there is Cindy that is always so willing to teach and correct. *sigh*
recently a few prcp girls (they are students serving their final attachment and will be passing out as staff nurses soon- hopefully back to our ward) asked me, if i will be leaving the ward too. and i cheeky asked them why? does it matter to them at all? and i was shocked! they replied 'yes' and they then went about saying that they choose to come back on their request form cuz they found the people here (in our room) are rather nice and working with us will be enjoyable. (of cuz there is the familiar issue lar) being in the team i take pride knowing that i had contributed into these young ones' learning curve and made their attachment here enjoyable!
always viewing myself as a jr's jr. i was surprise that my sharing with them what i know, i was in fact helping the girls and they actually could learn new things from me!! i am so elated! cuz i consider myself unworthy and totally 'lost in the wood' sort. =)
so... while i am glad and deeply cherish my friends who are still in the front room and those that are no longer (if u r reading this blog, u should know that u belong to the group of deeply cherish people lor!) i am filled with anticipation in welcoming the new bloods that will be gushing into the ward.
i realised too, since there are so much things that make life terrible working in the ward. we might as well do something about what we can change to make living easier. even if it means forking out my own money to improve the condition of our workplace. why not?