normalisation...

i am back. the old estlxlan is back. that 'cold' and rational estlxlan is back. very little had changed, i am still about the same weight and i am still the same height. but my heart is different. i think a layer of 'hardness' had been shed and melted down by all those lovely dovey stories that i saw.

the last story that i been watching was "little bride" or also known as "sweet 18". a woman who married a man 10 yrs older than her. the different things that they go through together and how they discover their love for each other and the reason meaning of being married. from that show i realised that its all very natural to love but those other love stories that i watched seems too far and unrealistic.

the good from the melt is being more senstive and also up my EQ. communication between 2 persons (esp your special person) is as vital as a daily dose of touch. a touch that is not routinal but filled with the feelings. EXPRESS YOURSELF! =)

this is the 4-5th week of the year 2006! i am finally ready to take 2006 with full esteems and 100% energy! watch out!!! super-girl estlxlan is back on the block!! =P