this too shall pass...

this too shall pass...

i had been crazy over many things in my entire 20++ years.
i was crazy over being the best in the class, over sushi, indian food, makeup, maple story, neopets,etc.

then recently i was crazy over a man...
so crazy that i am amazed by my ability to be so crazy... haha...
i never believe in making a singer/artist as my idol but then he came into my brain-waves!
i went beyond my rational-self and tried digging into his every detailed information-from his family to his caree, etc...

after 2 weeks plus, i am getting tired of the 'chase'.
so i am saying goodbye to mr superstar..Park Shin Yang
(aiyoo...who-else were you thinking?! haha...)

what to know whoh or how i came out of this 'pit'?!
hmm...
no 1 - maybe its the Holy Spirit
no 2 - the lack of interesting new details that i can obtain
no 3 - the fans club (surprising leh?)

how can a fan club makes me less interested in him?!?!
well... seeing how some people post their 'love' to him, makes me feel uncomfortable.
they see him beyond an artist but as their brother/hero/lover/etc
it makes me think of myself...what do i admire him for? and what do i think of him as?
i can't call him Oppa as the rest do, cuz its a very intimate addressing of a person.
for 1 he is not blood-related to me, he may had seen our post but never the real us and he is married!!!!
how can woman/man all over the world call him that?! argh...

so what is happening to me now leh???
i am clearing the korean songs from my i-pod shuffle and putting some other stuff in.
i will still be charmed by PSY's smile and admire his acting but not....crazy....
haha... maybe i will get crazy over other thing soon (i will keep it posted, i promise!)
til...then... i will just sleep, eat and be merry!

CHEERS!